Am I the only one I know?
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I`m alone
I-I-I`ve got a migraine
And my pain will range from up down and sideways
Thank God it`s Friday
`Cause Fridays will always be better than Sundays
`Cause Sunday`s are my suicide days
I don`t know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms, cloud, snow, and a slight drizzle
Whether it`s the weather or the letters by my bed
Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
Let it be said what the headache represents
It`s me defending in suspense, it`s me suspended in a defenseless
Test being tested by a ruthless examiner
That`s represented best by my depressing thoughts
I do not have writers block
My writer just hates the clock
It will not let me sleep, I`ll get some sleep when I`m dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
Am I the only one I know?
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I`m alone
But I know we`ve made it this far, kid
Yeah, yeah, yeah
I am not as fine as I seem pardon
Me for yelling I`m telling you green gardens
Are not what`s growing in my psyche
It`s a different me
A difficult to be, stop feasting lumber down trees
Freeze frame
Please let me paint a mental picture portrait
Something you won`t forget, it`s all about my forehead
Deny what is important, holds back contents
That make Pandora`s box contents look non-violent
Behind my eyelids are islands of violence
My mind shipwrecked, this is the only land my mind could find
I did not know it was such a violent island
Bullet tidal waves, suicidal crazed lions
They`re trying to eat me blood running down their chin
And they know that I can fight or I can let the lion win
I begin to assemble what weapons I can find
`Cause sometimes to stay alive you gotta kill your mind
Am I the only one I know?
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I`m alone
But I know we`ve made it this far, kid
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
And I will say that, "We should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made"
The game is not played alone
And I will say that, "We should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone"
And I will say that, "We should take a day to break away
From all the pain our brain has made"
The game is not played alone
And I will say that, "We should take a moment and hold it
And keep it frozen and know that life has a hopeful undertone"
Am I the only one I know?
Waging my wars behind my face and above my throat
Shadows will scream that I`m alone
But I know we`ve made it this far, kid
We`ve made it this far, we`ve made it this...