I wake up fine and dandy but then by the time I find it handy
To rip my heart apart and start
Planning my crash landing
I go up, up, up, up, up to the ceiling
Then I feel my soul start leaving
Like an old man`s hair receding
I`m pleading, please, oh please
On my knees repeatedly asking
Why it`s got to be like this
Is this living free?
I don`t wanna be the one be the one to have the sun`s blood on my hands
I`ll tell the moon
Take this weapon, forged in darkness
Some see a pen, I see harpoon
I`ll stay awake
`Cause the dark`s not taking prisoners tonight
Why am I not scared in the morning?
I don`t hear those voices calling
I must have kicked them out
I must have kicked them out
I swear I heard demons yelling
Those crazy words they were spelling
They told me I was gone
They told me I was gone
But I tell `em
Why won`t you let me go
Do I threaten all your plans?
I`m insignificant
Please tell `em
You have no plans for me
I will set my soul on fire
What have I become, I`ll tell `em all
On the eve of a day that`s forgotten and fake
As the trees, they await, and clouds anticipate
The start of a day when we put on our face
A mask that portrays that we don`t need grace
On the eve of a day that is bigger than us
But we open our eyes, cause we`re told that we must
And the trees wave their arms and the clouds try to plead
Desperately yelling, there`s something we need
I`m not free, I asked forgiveness three times
Same amount that I denied, I three-time MVP`d this crime
I`m afraid to tell you who I adore
Won`t tell you who I`m singing towards
Metaphorically, I`m a whore, and that`s denial number four
I`ll stay awake
`Cause the dark`s not taking prisoners tonight oh oh oh
Why am I not scared in the morning?
I don`t hear those voices calling
I must have kicked them out
I must have kicked them out
I swear I heard demons yelling
Those crazy words they were spelling
They told me I was gone
They told me I was gone
But I tell `em
Why won`t you let me go
Do I threaten all your plans?
I`m insignificant
Please tell `em
You have no plans for me
I will set my soul on fire
What have I become?
I tell `em
You have no plans for me
I will set my soul on fire
What have I become?
I tell `em
I tell `em
I tell `em
I tell `em
Please tell `em
You have no plans for me
I will set my soul on fire
What have I become?
I`m sorry