I can`t control everything
And I can`t forget just what I`ve seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today (that I am today)

I devise my own demise
Here`s to life-the life I`m losing
I devise my own demise
Here`s to life-the life I`m losing

It is time to say hello goodbye (hello goodbye)
To fade away, fade away alone (motherfucking goodbye!)
I just want you to take, take me back home (thake me back home)
To a better place that I`ve never known(that I never know)

I devise my own demise
Here`s to life-the life I`m losing
I devise my own demise
Here`s to life-the life I`m losing

I can`t control everything
And I can`t forget just what I`ve seen
These memories take me away
To a better place than I am today (than I am today)

I devise my own demise
Here`s to life-the life I`m losing
I devise my own demise
Here`s to life-the life I`m losing

this life I am losing
This life I am losing
This life I am losing
This life I am losing

I devise my...own demise