Jesus

I only want to say
If there is a way
Take this cup away from me
For I don`t want to taste its poison
Feel it burn me
I have changed

I`m not as sure, as when we started
Then, I was inspired
Now, I`m sad and tired
Listen, surely I`ve exceeded expectations
Tried for three years, seems like thirty
Could you ask as much from any other man?

But if I die
See the saga through and do the things you ask of me,
Let them hate me, hit me, hurt me, nail me to their tree
I`d want to know, I`d want to know, my God
I`d want to know, I`d want to know, my God
Want to see, I`d want to see, my God
Want to see, I`d want to see, my God

Why I should die
Would I be more noticed than I ever was before?
Would the things I`ve said and done matter any more?
I`d have to know, I`d have to know, my Lord
Have to know, I`d have to know, my Lord
Have to see, I`d have to see, my Lord
Have to see, I`d have to see, my Lord
If I die what will be my reward?
If I die what will be my reward?
Have to know, I`d have to know, my Lord
I`d have to know, I`d have to know, my Lord

Why should I die? Oh why should I die?
Can you show me now that I would not be killed in vain?
Show me just a little of your omnipresent brain
Show me there`s a reason for your wanting me to die
You`re far to keen and where and how, but not so hot on why

Alright, I`ll die!
Just watch me die!
See how I die!
Then I was inspired
Now, I`m sad and tired
After all, I`ve tried for three years, seems like ninety
Why then am I scared to finish what I started
What you started, I didn`t start it

God, thy will is hard
But you hold every card
I will drink your cup of poison
Nail me to your cross and break me
Bleed me, beat me
Kill me
Take me, now!
Before I change my mind