[Verse 1]
I`m caught up in the everyday trend
Tied up by invisible thread
Walking down a razor-thin edge
And I wake up tired, think I`m better off dead
Been a few months since I crossed over state lines
Talk to my mom, fake smiles over FaceTime
Drink all night till I can`t walk in a straight line
Feel so low but I`m high at the same time

[Pre-Chorus]
I can`t keep my feet on the ground
And I`m nervous what you`ll think of me now
I`m hoping that someone comes around
Helps me figure it out

[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
`Cause if I don`t, my ego might kill me
I`m all grown up but somehow lately
I`m acting like a fucking baby
I`m really not as happy as I seem

[Verse 2]
Still a little kid that can`t make friends
Wanna be invited, but I won`t attend
I`ve been having bad dreams my career could end
`Cause I slip up when I should`ve played pretend
Turned eighteen and I left the city
Said, "I wanna be cool, I don`t wanna be pretty"
The voices all came crashing down
And said, "You`re too nice to run this town"

[Pre-Chorus]
I can`t keep my feet on the ground
And I`m nervous what you`ll think of me now
I`m hoping that someone comes around
Helps me figure it out

[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
`Cause if I don`t, my ego might kill me
I`m all grown up but somehow lately
I`m acting like a fucking baby
I`m really not as happy as I seem
Nothing`s as it seems
Nothing`s as it seems
And I`m all grown up but somehow lately
I`m acting like a fucking baby
I`m really not that happy being me

[Bridge]
I don`t like the lie I`m living
I`m way too nice and too forgiving
I wanna go back to the beginning
When it all felt right
A rooftop, Lower East Side, I`m singing
Didn`t give a fuck if I was winning
It`s all done now, who am I kidding?
(Who am I kidding?)
I`m doing way worse than I`m admitting
[Chorus]
I think that I should try to kill my ego
`Cause if I don`t, my ego might kill me
I`m all grown up but somehow, lately
I`m acting like a fucking baby
I`m really not as happy as I seem
Nothing`s as it seems
Nothing`s as it seems
And I`m all grown up but somehow lately
I`m acting like a fucking baby
I`m really not that happy being me