[Intro]
I want it to be, like, messy

[Verse 1]
I`m so insecure, I think
That I`ll die before I drink
And I`m so caught up in the news
Of who likes me and who hates you
And I`m so tired that I might
Quit my job, start a new life
And they`d all be so disappointed
`Cause who am I if not exploited?
And I`m so sick of seventeen
Where`s my fucking teenage dream?
If someone tells me one more time
"Enjoy your youth," I`m gonna cry
And I don`t stick up for myself
I`m anxious, and nothing can help
And I wish I`d done this before
And I wish people liked me more

[Chorus]
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it`s brutal out here


[Post-Chorus]
(Yeah)

[Verse 2]
I feel like no one wants me
And I hate the way I`m perceived
I only have two real friends
And lately, I`m a nervous wreck
`Cause I love people I don`t like
And I hate every song I write
And I`m not cool, and I`m not smart
And I can`t even parallel park

[Chorus]
All I did was try my best
This the kinda thanks I get?
Unrelentlessly upset (Ah-ah-ah)
They say these are the golden years
But I wish I could disappear
Ego crush is so severe
God, it`s brutal out here

[Post-Chorus]
(Yeah)
(Just havin` a really good time)


[Outro]
Got a broken ego, broken heart
(Yeah, it`s brutal out here, yeah, it`s brutal out here)
And God, I don`t even know where to start